2019 in a nutshell

Assalamualaikum

2019 will end in a few days I guess. So, can I just summarise my 2019. Can I? :p

So manyyyyy things happened in 2019.
family day, kakak graduate (maybe another entry? :p), Bina Insan Guru (BIG), Praktikum phase 1,  trip blup blup blup, trip ke Pahang, KOT,
and manyyyy more. heeee

ni time family day. sebenarnya dah buat dah entry untuk family day, tapi, tiba-tiba gambar semua hilang. terus takde mood nak post. huhu. Ada je dalam draft. tunggu jap. nanti aku post :""""")

Ni pulak, time BIG. Ni pun ada entry. tapi sebab gambar tak dapat lagi, malas terus. HAHAHAHAHHAHAH

Yang ni time praktikum

SBE 3

Ni time trip ke PD-Melaka. boleh tengok video kat sini --> Blup blup blup trip 1

Ni time kakak grad. yang ni aku janji nanti aku buat entry!! okiee??

aaaaaaa I MISS THIS GIRL!!!

 

AND MANY MORE MEMORIES!!!

My badminton girls

birthday celine

KOT 2019!!

last dinner with ma beloved housemates in 2019

hantar budak kecik gi belajar

haaa. pastu, alhamdulillah tahun ni, tok jah, tok abah, pak long, mak long, mak ni dengan angah dapat rezeki buat umrah. hehehe

time gi tengok frozen 2

raya!!

masa kumpul ramai-ramai kat rumah miss. ehek

masa ni gi tengok anime tu. tak ingat laa tajuk dia. hahahaha

time jamuan raya ipba. kecoh gila sebab masing-masing dah lama tak jumpa sebab praktikum

CNY!!

Ni time kena gi lawatan kat mana ntah. tak ingatt. ehek

AHHHHH TAPIII BANYAK LAGIIIII. NANTI PENUH NGAN GAMBARRR JEE!! HAHA

and, I happy sikit this year sebab my pointer naik. huhu. as a person yang tak pernah suka English. IT WAS REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD TO LEARN. sebab tak minat. so, I rasa susah. :(

Masa awal-awal sem dulu, I always put my expectations for me a bit higher. Then, dapat result macam tu. kecewa terus. :'''( as years go by, I always put the expectations lower than it should be. so, target I memang akan selalu rendah. so, bila dapat result tinggi sikit pun I macam dah bangga dengan diri sendiri walaupun 3.5 je. huhuhu. so, bila tiba-tiba sem 5 ni dapat 3.75, I rasa macam bangga. because... you never know how struggle I am dengan practicum. sumpah I tak suka practicum. for many reasons.... and I DID IT. I SURVIVED. tu yang I rasa macam bangga. sumpahhh sebak, nak nangis time check result tuuu. sebab I ingat I dapat C untuk praktikum. huhu

and this year,  nenek, tok jah and tok abah tak berapa nak sihat. so, can you spare some of your time to pray for their health? May Allah bless them with the bestest health and endless rezq. aamiin. heeee tenkiuuu.

For me, 2019 was a hell of ride and i'm not kidding. sumpah. 

So much more tears compared to the other years.

So much more pain to hold.

So much more things to lose.

So much more things happened.

So much more risks to take, etc
So many times people broke my heart,
So many conflicts happened between me and my friends, huhu
and etc

hm.

But, looking on a bright side, I guess, those are the things that help to shape me to who am I today? yes? No? hee

I can say that I am getting stronger to face many more challenges, be more understanding of people's life, be more respectful and be more apa tuuuuu.. terima? I jadi lagi senang nak terima apa-apa yang jadi, no matter how worst is it. ehehehe

Sooooooooooo........
For those who stay, Thank you.
For those who are there from the very beginning until now, thank you.
For my backbones, thank you.
For you, thank you.
For those who are leaving me, thank you. why? because you are also one of the people yang pernah buat I happy? heh
Thank you for every single littlest things that you had done for me or to me.
And, sorry for every single littlest things that I have ever did to you. Sorryyyy okie? kosong-kosong boleh? hehehe

for 2020, actually, I don't really have that "azam tahun baru" thingy. because, all this while, I thought that everything will fall into its place kan? so, I just nak follow the flow je. but, I hope that this new year will bring happiness to everyone, especially people around me. May Allah protect them with HIS rahman and rahim, may Allah bless them with the bestest health and lengthen their age. May Allah takes imah first before DIA ambil orang-orang yang imah sayang. aamiin.

heee. so, let us open a new book and be a better us? boleh? heeee. 

 

Nah peace untuk mengakhiri 2019 anda. :p

Thank you for reading this entry!