New Journey - A teacher.

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It has been awhile. banyak betul hutang entry ni. tapi takde masa nak write everything. so, let's start this 2022's entry with this new life transition of mine. haha.

 I was interviewed by SPP on 22/09/2021. the questions were tough. but guess what? I DID IT!!

me after my interview. lepas interview baru mampu makan.

kalau tak, rasa nak muntah. nervous. haha.

the team.

And received the result for the interview on 25th Nov 2021. the result...... 

 

I DID IT! I EXCELL IN MY SPP'S INTERVIEW GENK!!!! 

and that's me when I received the news. haha

on 28th December 2021, I received my posting news. I am being posted to a school in Kulai. and dah lapor diri at 3rd of January haritu. alhamdulillah. 

it is stillll too overwhelming for me to accept all theseee. tak tau nak rasa apa. I will always be the one yang alwaysssss anxious whenever there is a transition in my life. apatah lagi this kind of transition. from a little girl to A TEACHER? like, seriously? still unprepared to enter adulthood. hahaha. but, I am very sure that everything is going to be damn fine even though it will be a really rough road and a roller coaster journey. pray for me! 😟

an awkward potato. haha.

today is my first day (unofficially) coming to school. tolong kemas kelas and all. I was awkward cause I am a very social anxious person. tak tau macam mana nak survive. but, it will become better after few months of adjusting myself there. Hrap-harap cikgu sikgu semua faham laa. aaaaaaaaa. nervous. haha.

me on my lapor diri dayy. heee.

All in all, I guess I started my 2022 with a very good start. with a new unbothered me. hoping to mend the broken 2021 imah and mould her into a brand new person. just wanna be me and not allowing anyone entering my life anymore. so, yeah. hope you are going to have a great 2022 too!! may everything be eased for all of us in dunya and akhirah and may our lives be filled with happiness, peace and prosperous health. stay safe and take care everyone. see you soon in the next entry yang tak tau lagi bila. hahah. till then, take care. bais!

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5 years - The End

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I know this entry is kind of late, but, nahh. just feeling like this needs to be posted as it is part of my life journey? hehe. So, let's start. :p

Looking back at 5 years ago.

I was the one who didn't even know why I was sitting there, in the IPGKBA main hall, facing all the facis yang tengah marah-marah with no reason. Confused. I even questioned myself (a lot 😂). Why am I taking this course to pursue my study when my passion is maths and accounting. (Note that I get A+ for both of them :p) I don't know how I ended up in IPBA when I thought I screwed up my interview. But, only GOD knows. 

I was that scaredy cat, who was 24/7 anxious. was very scared and timid to even answer my lecturer's simple question. 😂 who will always keep her mouth shut and avoiding any possible eye contact.😝 why? because I don't know how to speak in English. and I don't want to. I was scared. scared of being judged? scared of making mistakes? scared of lecturers? nahh. just scared of everything. heh.

I have sat for MUET thrice. The first one was only band 3. and the 3rd and 4th are band 4. I can say the marks are improving. hehe. but, I still need to get band 5. uhuks.

But, heyy. look at me now. I know I did improve a lotttt. Even though I still have many grammar mistakes here and there, I am more confident in using English. Plus, I only got 3.23 cgpa for my first sem and managed to finish my degree with 3.57. and managed to get anugerah pengarah twice (But only got one sijil. sedih.). Hence, I know. I know I deserve a biggggg pat on my shoulder.😂😂

                                

Happy dah habis. But, there's a lot more out there to explore. heh.

Without strong encouragement and support from friends, lecturers and especially, my family, I would not be able to finish this degree. No kidding. I even thought of leaving IPBA during the first week of orientation. (tapi, sebab taknak pergi bilik kaunseling, and taknak mengaku masa ada lecturer tanya siapa datang sebab parents😂😂)

It was indeed a thrilling 5 years of roller coaster ride. but, all in all, good job dearself. you did a really good job. and I am proud of you. and really really really proud of you.

                          

Wanna know another accidental "achievement"?
I've lost 11kgs. Entered IPBA with 59kgs and left with only 46kgs. hahaha. Let's go through these pics.

2017 me

2018 me

 

2019. Tahun start turun berat mendadak. 

kiri feb, kanan tu Oktober 2020. Beza kan? hehe

2020 me

 
feb and march 2021. takede yang latest. sebab sekarang pun tinggal 45kgs je. uhuks.

Belajar kat IPG is very challenging. because imagineeeeee. you have to finish 30 assignments per semester (in 4 months, tolak exam and cuti sem). yaa. imagine. sebab tu kot kurus. haha. But, I really learn a lottt of thingssssssss. like, a lottttt. and, I had fun. really. It was a fun journey which I will always want to look back and told my cucus (If I have any 😛).

that's all kot. hehe. bai! see you in the next entry😝

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Blup Blup Blup Trip 1

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Okay. tauu dah lambat sangat ni, tapi, sorry lahh.. saya busy. baru sempat nak mengedit dan upload. heheheh. btw, entry ni dah ditulis dari bulan 10 lepas dah. tapi, tu lahhh. tak dan nak habiskan. hahahahah. so, enjoy okie!!

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hello genk. hehe. sebenarnya kan... banyak gila entry yang tertangguh. birthday laa, praktikum laa, pastu holiday lagi, pastu life in IPBA lagi, eh, macam-macam laa. tapi, nak buat macam mana. tak tersempat nak menaip.  baru separuh, dah kena settle benda lain. last2, macam tu jee jadi draft. hahahahah. 

tapi. harini, nak rant pasal short vacay dengan ummie, syasya dengan ila. hehe. acah macam nak release stress practicum laa. gittewww. okay, jom start!

Actually, we planned this trip a month before we end our practicum. tapi, macam biasa ahh. mula2 tu macam gi tak gi, pergi ke tak pergi. haa gitu. sebab masing-masing busy. tak menyempat nak pikir. awal-awal, imah sebenarnya yang kena cari hotel pesemua tu. tapi, sebab busy dengan observation semua, tak menyempat nak pikir. sempat cari sikit-sikit je. tu pun jumpa yang mahal. so, last2 syasya yang cari. huhu. sorry kawan-kawan sekalian.

oh, btw, you can watch our journey here --> Blup blup blup trip PD - MELAKA

07 SEPTEMBER 2019

kami bertolak around 9.30 macam tu sebab saya lambat. hehe. asalnya, nak gerak pukul 9. tapi, tu lahhh. kita hanya mampu merancang kan? :p  pagi tu, ila bangun and buat breakfast untuk kami. ila buat sandwich sardin. 

ni laa dia. sarapan dalam kereta. 

dalam pukul 10 lebih gitu, sampai dah PD. and we stopped at one random place ni. somewhere in PD. tepi pantai. tapiiiiiii, pantai dia jelus. hujung2 pun dah dalam. orang yang masuk tu pun dah paras pinggang. so, kitorang just ambil gambar je laa kat situ. hehe. after that, we went to find fooddddddd. sebab semua dah kebulur tak makan lunch lagi.

lepas makan, ingatkan nak gi cari mask. tapi syasya tak sihat. sementara nak tunggu pukul 2 gitu untuk check in, singgah jap kat tepi pantai. lepak-lepak baru masuk hotel untuk check in. oh, by the way, hotel yang kami duduk tu namanya Merlin Hotel. kitorang ambil bilik yang 2 single beds and 1 queen bed. sangat selesa sebab boleh golek2 dari hujung ke hujung. hahahahah. dalam bilik tu, ada tv, hair dryer, mugs, kettle. pastu, toilet dia guna toilet duduk and ada water heater. untuk ruang bawah tu, kecik je. so, kalau nak bentang toto ke apa, around 2 orang je kot yang muat.

I lupa nak ambil gambar bilik tu macam mana. sebab sibuk buat video. hehe

lepas check in semua, we decided to rest first. Semua macam penat and nak tido sekejap. tiba-tiba, semua terlajak tido sampai pukul 5.30 p.m. adehhh. lepas bangun, siap2 apa semua, terus gerak gi pantai PD. makan and tengok sunset. hehe.

ni time baru bangun pastu lapar. ehek

okay, malam pulak. malam tak banyak aktiviti pun. sebab namanya pun vacation? hahahah. malam tu just jalan ke pantai cahaya negeri. ambil gambar, makan, repeat. hehe. lepastu, gi TF value mart nak cari mask kat guardian. balik tu, singgah beli nasi goreng kat satu kedai makan ni. pastu balik, tido. basically, this trip memang pasal makan- tido-ambil gambar-repeat. hahahah. vacation betul ni. :p sebenarnya, we planned to go to one of the fun fair kat PD tu. tapi, rupa-rupanya dah habis dah festival tu. bulan 2 haritu. huhuhuhuhu

 

08 SEPTEMBER 2019

Okay, hari kedua.

On this day, we planned to watch sunrise. but, everyone woke up late. so, we just went for a swimming instead. hehe. Around 8.00 a.m, we went to pantai PD. dengan muka sembab masing-masing. ya tuhannnnn. hahahahah.  oh, btw sebelum semua judge, semua period time ni sebab tu bangun lambat. eheh :p 

Before sampai laut tu, syasya stopped at this random stall to buy nasi lemak and we ate that for our breakfast by the beach. sumpahhh best. haihhh. how i wish i can do this kind of activity everyday. The wave sound was soooooo calming. Makan, pastu dengar bunyi ombak, dengan angin sepoi-sepoi je gitu. Haihhhh seronok teruk!!! And, we also built sandcastle, playing game apa tah nama dia tu and many moreeee. sorry for all the bahasa-rojak. I can't resist it tho. huhu.

lepas mandi-mandi tu gerak balik hotel, mandi pesemua pastu checkout and gerak ke Melaka. eheh.

yang part Melaka ni aku tak bagitau ibu dengan baba awal-awal sebab masa nak bagitau tu dua-dua tengah busy mensyuarat. tangguh punya tangguh pastu lupa nak bagitau. Time dah otw balik baru bagitau. HAHAHAHAHA. ampunn.

otw ke Melaka tu, kitorang singgah kat kedai makan ni untuk lunch. WEH SUMPAH SEDAP!! makan daging salai masak lemak cili api. SEDAP GILA. SUMPAHHHH. TOLONGLAH PERCAYA!!!

ni haaa!! Wagheh Salai

haihh nikmattt

Pastu, kat Melaka, tak de laa banyak sangat pun tempat pergi. Mula-mula gi Klebang, pastu terus ke jonker walk. round-round situ. pastu balik IPBA. heheh

alaaa.. malas laah nak type. tengok gambar je boleh? 😂😂😂

aaaa rindu kuih nii. tapi, tak boleh lawan kuih keria antarabangsa. tapi sedap jugakk!!!

Ni kat klebanggg. Takdak apa pun kat Klebang. Tak yah pi ada foodtruck jeee.

Sampai-sampai je terus gambar. 😛😛

ni time otw cari masjid. sebab tak solat lagi. ehehehehe

cantik wehhh masjid dia. banyak kali dahh jejak melaka tapi tak pernah sampai masjid nii

Jalan-jalan jumpa tempat cantik. pastu kena buat apa kawan-kawan??? Ambik gambar laa 😜😜

kat sini ada cerita best. tengah duk jalan-jalan, tiberrr jumpa crush instagram😭😭😭

hensem terukkkk. aaaaaaaa. okay diam

eee sayanggg laa 3 ketul niiii

acacah sikit. ehehehehe

Tengoklah muka bahagia dua ketul belah kanan tu sebab dapat naik becaaa. HAHAHAHAH

Cantik kann malam-malamm

Sebelum balik tu, pi singgah family mart beli makanan semua. pastu, balikkk. ehehehe. haihhhh. rindu pulakk

 

Okay thats the end of our trip. ehehehehehe

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