KOT 2020 - Kawad Laksamana

Assalamualaikum

Bismillah, assalamualaikum😛😛

Kita start entry ni dengan gambar ni laa sebab macam ramai je rindu saya.😛😛😛

It has been a while kan. ehehehehehe. Sebenarnya kann.. sekarang ni, we are so f***ing damn busy with all the assignments, quizzes, tutorial tasks and research lagiii. aaaaaa tamau hidup.😩😩😩😩 Tapi, sebelum aku move on dari kawad ni, apa kata kita cerita kat blog. ehehehehe

Memperkenalkan. Inilahh anak-anak sayaaaa

It is all started with; 

"Iemah, ummie nak tengok budak kawad laaa. ehem ehem cakap teruk. Dia minta tolong kitaa."

"Haaa okay. nanti ummie nak gi tengok, kita gi sekali."

So, on that day, balik-balik je dari mid valley, terus syasya hantar pi gym. tengok kawad. Pastu, masuk-masuk jaa tengok semua terabur teruk ehh. berangin laa aku ngan ummie tengok. hahahahahahahahah sorrry laaaaaa sebab ingat korang dah training dari bulan 12 harituuuuuu. Tapi, esoknya baru tau yang depa baru 3 hari start training kawad. padanlah terabur macam apa. hskhskshjaahahshsjhask

bak kata haikal ngan luqman; 

"Habislah budak-budak ni kalau ummie dengan imah dah cekak pinggang. Kami tak yah buat apa dahh laa." 😂😂😂

nampak tak, first impression depa kat kami terus dah tak elok. lagi-lagi kat imah 😜😜😜

So, start laa pi turun hari-hari duk jerit kat anak orang. 

"Tangan kunci!"

"Genggam!! ee"

"Kaki tu angkat! Jangan malas!"

"Tangan tu!! Jangan bengkok!"

etc. malas nak list dah. hahahah

tapi, lama-lama.. sayang pulak kat 31 ketul ni. hahahahah tiberr kan. 

tiba-tiba semua (ummie, luqman, haikal, imah) macam tak berkira nak belikan diorang makanan ke apa ke. heheheh

aku ngan ummie eh paling risau kalau budak-budak ni injured. lagi-lagi yang atlet tuu. hm

At first tu, sumpah aku rasa budak-budak ni takkan menang. sebab rumah lain semua kemas namampos pastu macam ada "wowwwww" factor gitu. pastu duk bincang dengan ummie, luqman haikal semua. why don't kita insert silat since tema dia kan classic warrior kan. Hang Tuah pulak tu.

pastu, acah jaa suruh budak-budak tu pikir sendiri. last-last, kitorang jugak nak keluarkan idea. HAHAHAHAHAHAH sudahhhh. pastu, minta tolong boki suruh ajar silat. haaa the rest is history. :p

dengan masing-masing punya perangaiii lagi. banyak kali jugak laa tergelak masa bagi command.😌😌😌 mesti semuorang paling ingat time ni kann, "Baris, hentak kaki 99 1 2, dari kiri hentak kaki!!" HAHAHAHAHHAH. setiap kali teringat, setiap kali tu tergelak. muka-masing-masing macam tak percaya kena hentak 99 kali. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

Eh, pastu aku geram ehhh. sebab minggu yang KOT tu depa duk buat raptai sampai 3 hari. TAK TAU KE KAMI NAK TRAININGGG???? dah laa duk gitu jaa buang masa 2 jam kat situ. 😤😤 Nasib baik, malam last tu sempat berlatih. kasi sharp semuaa.

Malam last tu, aku dah tak rasa dah nak menang sebab dah puas hati sangat sangattt dengan diorang. tak kisah dahh placing berapa pun. janji diorang give the best. sumpahh aku dengan ummie dah puas sangat-sangat dahhh. serious. sebab komitmen masing-masing sangat tip top okay.

Ni time sesi luah perasaan ya. sebab malam last together kan. eheheheh

acam ashe laaa

13/02/2020

malam sebelum KOT tu, dah tak boleh tidoq. sebab duk pikir 31 ketul ni. haihhh. duk jahit tanjak depa, siap prepare bawakkan handsock lebih lagi. NAMPAK TAK BETAPA SAYANGNYAA KAMI KAT HAMPAAA???

pagi-pagi dah pi bilik ummie tengok dah bangun belum. pkol 5.30 dah bangun. sebab takut lambat. hm. pastu, ingatkan subuh masuk 6.09, rupanya bukan. ahhhh sudahhh. dah dua kali solat subuh pagi tu. semua sebab nervous untuk budak-budak 31 ketul ni. haihhhh

sampai sana, duk prepare depa. samping elok dak. tanjak centre takkk. pin letak ke dakk bagi tak jatuhh. bagi motivation sikit. belikan biskut biskut sikit buat alas perut. haaa. pastu duk bekejar kat tempat jaga lagu. sumpah. pagi tu aku ngan ummie yang nervous lebih kat budak-budak ni. HAHAHAHAHAHAH

masa depa duk kawad, masing-masing macam mak-mak yang bangga tengok anak-anak dia buat something. habis je diorang buat kawad, terus pi belikan roti sebab tau masing-masing lapar, pastu lari gi kat diorang sebab nak peluk sorang-sorang. yes. that proud moment. hahahaha

time tu, aku ngan ummie dah kata, "tak kisah nak placing last pun. sebab dah bangga sangat-sangat dahh time tu." PAHAM TAK, TIME TU DEPA BUAT SANGAT SHARP YA RAKAN-RAKAN. CUBA KALAU HAMPA DUK BUAT SHARP MACAM TU TIME TRAINING, TAK DAK LAA KAMI NAK DUK JERIT HARI-HARI!!

benda paling bangga. respect. semua ada. hm sayang laaaa

Pastu, time official umum result tu, dah kata dah kat ummie;

"Ummie, imah tak kisah dahh tak dapat nombor. sebab dah puas hati sangat-sangat dahh."

"Betul. tapi, ummie takut laaa."

"Takut kenapa?"

"Takut diorang berharap."

hm. nampak tak. sampai kesudah duk pikir anak-anak. sumpah macam mak-mak. hahahahah

PASTU, TIBA-TIBA DAPAT NO 2!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH NAK PELUKK SEMUAAAA!!!!!! 

pastu, sayu jaa dengar budak ni cakap.

"Akak, nak tau tak? masa dia cakap no3 tu syahbandar, kitorang dah putus harap dah. kitorang rasa kitorang no 4 dah."

alahaiiii. TAKPA, NO 4 KA 5 KAA, YANG PENTING NO 1 KAT HATI KAMI. Gitteewwwww 😻😘😘

tengok gambar je laaa. ehehehe malas laa nak type lagi. nanti tak boleh move on.

okay dah. penat. penat sebab tak move on lagi. hahahah

just in case laa hampa baca ni, just want you to know that,

kak imah and kak ummie are really really really proud of each one of you. may Allah bless each one of you and ease everything for your future, okiee? 

May Allah bless this relationship until forever okayyy. hehe 💗💗💗

oh, btw, special thanks to these 3 people + boki. ehehehe. Thank youu for every single littlest things. hehe 💗💗💗💗

Hai kak ummie. Saya sayang awak tau. Nanti imah buli satgi

Nahhh. ni summary untuk haritu. hehe

Saja laa nak habaq. dari sekolah rendah ya saya rumah biru. tiberr kan? 

sat. selit iklan jap. one with this girl. since 2003. 💗💗💗hehehe

tiba2 stop aku tengah jalan nak ambik gambar sebab tak sempat ambik gambar sama-sama time KOT

😂😂😂😂😂😂

Thank you for reading this entry!

2019 in a nutshell

Assalamualaikum

2019 will end in a few days I guess. So, can I just summarise my 2019. Can I? :p

So manyyyyy things happened in 2019.
family day, kakak graduate (maybe another entry? :p), Bina Insan Guru (BIG), Praktikum phase 1,  trip blup blup blup, trip ke Pahang, KOT,
and manyyyy more. heeee

ni time family day. sebenarnya dah buat dah entry untuk family day, tapi, tiba-tiba gambar semua hilang. terus takde mood nak post. huhu. Ada je dalam draft. tunggu jap. nanti aku post :""""")

Ni pulak, time BIG. Ni pun ada entry. tapi sebab gambar tak dapat lagi, malas terus. HAHAHAHAHHAHAH

Yang ni time praktikum

SBE 3

Ni time trip ke PD-Melaka. boleh tengok video kat sini --> Blup blup blup trip 1

Ni time kakak grad. yang ni aku janji nanti aku buat entry!! okiee??

aaaaaaa I MISS THIS GIRL!!!

 

AND MANY MORE MEMORIES!!!

My badminton girls

birthday celine

KOT 2019!!

last dinner with ma beloved housemates in 2019

hantar budak kecik gi belajar

haaa. pastu, alhamdulillah tahun ni, tok jah, tok abah, pak long, mak long, mak ni dengan angah dapat rezeki buat umrah. hehehe

time gi tengok frozen 2

raya!!

masa kumpul ramai-ramai kat rumah miss. ehek

masa ni gi tengok anime tu. tak ingat laa tajuk dia. hahahaha

time jamuan raya ipba. kecoh gila sebab masing-masing dah lama tak jumpa sebab praktikum

CNY!!

Ni time kena gi lawatan kat mana ntah. tak ingatt. ehek

AHHHHH TAPIII BANYAK LAGIIIII. NANTI PENUH NGAN GAMBARRR JEE!! HAHA

and, I happy sikit this year sebab my pointer naik. huhu. as a person yang tak pernah suka English. IT WAS REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD TO LEARN. sebab tak minat. so, I rasa susah. :(

Masa awal-awal sem dulu, I always put my expectations for me a bit higher. Then, dapat result macam tu. kecewa terus. :'''( as years go by, I always put the expectations lower than it should be. so, target I memang akan selalu rendah. so, bila dapat result tinggi sikit pun I macam dah bangga dengan diri sendiri walaupun 3.5 je. huhuhu. so, bila tiba-tiba sem 5 ni dapat 3.75, I rasa macam bangga. because... you never know how struggle I am dengan practicum. sumpah I tak suka practicum. for many reasons.... and I DID IT. I SURVIVED. tu yang I rasa macam bangga. sumpahhh sebak, nak nangis time check result tuuu. sebab I ingat I dapat C untuk praktikum. huhu

and this year,  nenek, tok jah and tok abah tak berapa nak sihat. so, can you spare some of your time to pray for their health? May Allah bless them with the bestest health and endless rezq. aamiin. heeee tenkiuuu.

For me, 2019 was a hell of ride and i'm not kidding. sumpah. 

So much more tears compared to the other years.

So much more pain to hold.

So much more things to lose.

So much more things happened.

So much more risks to take, etc
So many times people broke my heart,
So many conflicts happened between me and my friends, huhu
and etc

hm.

But, looking on a bright side, I guess, those are the things that help to shape me to who am I today? yes? No? hee

I can say that I am getting stronger to face many more challenges, be more understanding of people's life, be more respectful and be more apa tuuuuu.. terima? I jadi lagi senang nak terima apa-apa yang jadi, no matter how worst is it. ehehehe

Sooooooooooo........
For those who stay, Thank you.
For those who are there from the very beginning until now, thank you.
For my backbones, thank you.
For you, thank you.
For those who are leaving me, thank you. why? because you are also one of the people yang pernah buat I happy? heh
Thank you for every single littlest things that you had done for me or to me.
And, sorry for every single littlest things that I have ever did to you. Sorryyyy okie? kosong-kosong boleh? hehehe

for 2020, actually, I don't really have that "azam tahun baru" thingy. because, all this while, I thought that everything will fall into its place kan? so, I just nak follow the flow je. but, I hope that this new year will bring happiness to everyone, especially people around me. May Allah protect them with HIS rahman and rahim, may Allah bless them with the bestest health and lengthen their age. May Allah takes imah first before DIA ambil orang-orang yang imah sayang. aamiin.

heee. so, let us open a new book and be a better us? boleh? heeee. 

 

Nah peace untuk mengakhiri 2019 anda. :p

Thank you for reading this entry!