Assalamualaikum
Okay next! I want to nag and rant about my kids. hehe. it is almost a month I left the school. I'm happy sebab I dah habis praktikum. But, deep down in my heart, I miss them all. serious. kadang-kadang I rasa macam nak nangis teringat semua. huhuhuhu.
eeeee rindu!!
Dear my beloved annoying graceful beautiful 2 murni, :p
(Raziq, Thaqif, Aiman, Farwiz, Moses, Fatih, Raiyan, Azim, Mustapha, Humairah, Syazween, Joleen, Nishalini, Loshini, Ellyana, Elissa, Fatin, Qaleesya, Nevetha, Umairah)
Did you know that you gave me a hard time in SK Taman Sea for the first 3 weeks?
Did you know that you are also one of the reasons why I want to give up?
Did you know that you make me cried at night thinking about what else I can do to manage all of you?
Did you know that you make me lost my voice because I have to shout at you every time I entered your class?
Did you know that you are the reason for all my headache?
Did you know that you are the reason for my asthma and migraine?
Did you know that you will always be the hot topic for us to talk in the car?
Did you know that you are the reason that I was having a tough time during my practicum?
But, noww...
Did you know that you are my first pupils, everrr?
Did you know how broke my heart when I saw all of you were crying and I have no choice other than to leave you?
Did you know how hard is it for me to broke my promise for not leaving all of you?
Did you know that you are also one of my sources of happiness?
Did you know that whenever I saw "jajan" or stationery sets, it will remind me of you?
Did you know that whenever I scroll my gallery and found your photos, I will stop for a while and smile?
Did you know that you guys are on my lock screen?
Did you know that I will randomly smile when I remembered all of your perangai?
Did you know that I can't listen to that kpop songs because it will automatically remind me of you?
Did you know that you are the reason why I am determined to be a better person just because of you?
Did you know that you guys are the reason why I give my best to teach?
Did you know that you are also one of the reasons why I refuse to give up?
Did you know that you are the reason why (like finally) I decided to be in this profession?
Did you know that my heart is missing you guys so much?
Did you know that this 'so-tough-girl' over here is screaming inside and wanting to run and hug you guys so much?
Did you know that you are the reason for who I am today?
My sayang-sayang sekalian,
I am sorry for everything. Sorry for shouting at you, sorry if I ever uttered something that hurt your feeling, sorry for making you frustrated at first, sorry for keep on scolding you just because of the smallest - littlest - thing. Sorry for not being a good teacher and sorry for leaving you.
Thank you for all the headache, migraine and asthma because all those things are the ones that make me who am I today. Thank you for all the running, fighting, shouting as it helped me learn how to handle that kind of thing if it ever happened in my class again. Thank you for all of the words that hurt my feeling as they are the one who drive me to give you the best to love English.
Tengoklahh tu perangai masing-masing
Haaa inilah dia rakan-rakan. Inilah dia 2 Murni
So, 2 Murni sekalian,
Wherever you go, whenever you are, I will always pray the best for you. May all of your dreams come true, may God helps you and ease everything for your future, may all of you will be the best ever person in this world. aamiin.
Always remember my words. Be kind to everyone despite of their differences. Just be kind because we don't need any reason to be kind. right? So, always be kind, help people out, respect everyone and always striving for the best. Remember, I will always be there to hold your hand and push you to pass the finishing line. We might be far in distance but we will always be connected by heart. Okie?
I miss all of your hugs. I miss seeing you run towards me and hug me. I miss you.
I love you.
But, there is one more thing. I really really really want to say sorry for not keeping my promise. I promise you that I won't leave you, right? Sorry for not sticking to my promise for not leaving you guys. I am sorry. I have to. I have to leave. Sorry :'(
p/s: I love you guys so much! *sending virtual hugs to each one of you*
Love,
Miss Iemah
Actually, we did take a lot of pictures together. But, I don't think that I can scroll all of the pictures without crying. So, untuk mengelakkan I nangis, I guna je gambar apa yang ada. huwaaaa rindu. :(
Thank you for reading this entry!
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