iemahzamri98.blogspot.com: selamat tahun baru !

Assalamualaikum

so, today is the 1st day of 2018, which is 1 january 2018. which is also a new beginning for me as a human, slave, student, daughter and bla bla bla.. haha.. harapnya dah masuk tahun baru ni, hati makin kental laa bila jauh dari parents .. XD

2017 is a year where it taught me to be a better person. where i have to learn to be independent, to accept everything that has been written for me since i'm in the womb. i also learn a lot about respect, redha, forgive and forget. but stilllllllll ... nak forgive tu senang.. tp forget tu susah . hahahahah. nevermind, lets try tahun ni.. boleh takkk... hahahah.. there are a lot of things happen in 2017 where i want to cherish and remember it for the rest of my life.

i do a lot of thinking about my life... macam, what if kalau aku pergi interview kat INTI dulu... kalau dapat kan best.. x yah duduk ipg ni... pastu slalu rasa terkilan sebab tinggalkan UiTM Segamat sebab rindu nisha.. why am I here in IPG. kenapa aku tak continue je study kat UiTM Segamat.. and more of 'what if' game that 'pop out' in my head that makes me keep on thinking and regret it. hahahahah. and one day aku realize yang ...

there is always a reason kenapa Allah letak kau kat satu tempat tu. u might always feel like it is bad for you. tp.. percayalah yang itulah benda yang terbaik Allah dah atur untuk kau. it might feel weird at first to accept a new thing in life. but, afterall, that is the best thing that ever happen in your life. that you always wanted to cherish and remember it.

so, haritu balik ke ipba 'terchenta' hari ahad, 31/12/2017. sebelum balik tu, ibu and baba keep on saying

"sunyi laa rumah ni kalau imah x de nanti."

"nanti asyuk ngan yah je laa yang ikut baba ngan ibu gi mana-mana. mamah dah xde. kalau tak bertiga laa yang ikut baba."

"tengok muka asyuk ngan gege. sugul je tgk kakak dia nak balik dah."

jadi sedih nak balik tauu sebab nnt rindu semuaorang kat rumah tu. hahahah. #imahyanghomesick . so, i told myself. belajar elok2 nnt boleh cepat2 hbis blaja pastu minta posting dkt dgn rumah jee.. hahahahah.

pastu baba ad cakap "dah lama kita duduk dalam zon selesa. tiba masa Allah tarik kita, bawa ke satu takdir yang baru. macam dah start sekolah. start sem baru. kita hadap je laa. terima." which make me realise that i need to be a more better person tha who am i now. gitttewwww

and now, dah masuk 2018. tak nak pasang azam banyak-banyak sebab yang bertahun-tahun dulu pon tak tercapai lagi.. azam nak kurus.. HAHAHAHAHA. i just hope that this year, Allah beri kesihatan yang baik, umur yang panjang, limpahan kasih sayang DIA kat orang-orang yang aku sayang. May Allah bless us. hihi

so, these are a few memories that i always wanted to remember it forever. :*