Thursday, 10 March 2022

Positive COVID19 experience - Covid is HELL

 Assalamualaikum

Henlu everyone. Long time no see. hehe. It is almost 3 months dah kan kita masuk 2022. and now pun kes covid dah jejak 30k. Scary.

Wah intro dia. haha

So, I was confirmed positive Covid at the end of february haritu; on 25th February 2022. My brother was the first one who got it. He went for a football match and turned out that one of his team members tu positive. 

On 22/2/2022, my brother was having a fever. he asked for medicine from my mom. Then, baba suruh dia buat test. sebab risau laa kan, ramai kot kat rumah tu if anything happen. So, the result showed double line. Then, takpelaa. He quarantined himself in his room.

I kat sekolah masa ibu bagitau tu. Lagi laa cuak sebab ingat I yang pembawa sebab my school ada positive cases everyday. Ada yang in one day tu sampai 4 kes positive kat sekolah. So, I takut laa I yang punca Ibid positive. Tapi, rupanya dia dapat dari main bola. hehe.

me selfie-ing at school without knowing my brother was positive at home.
Walaupun tengahari tu ibid yang hantar gi sekolah, saya masih rileks. hahaa

Pastu, on 24th malam tu, I tiba-tiba sakit tekak lepas masakkan nasi goreng for my family. It was different tau dengan sakit tekak biasa. dia macam mana ek nak explain... hmm.. biasanya, kalau sakit tekak, kita gradually kan rasa sakit dia. tapi, yang ni, dia memang terus sakit and perit kat tekak. I dah cuak laa sebab I kan dekat-dekat with my parents. So, I decided to quarantine myself. Pastu, the next day, I buat test. Negative. Lepas buat test tu, I gi laa mandi. Pastu, saja laa nak tengok balik. Tiba-tiba dah double line. but, the second line tu very blurrr tau. I pun macam tak sure sebab it turned to double line tu after 30 mins. Which is supposedly tak valid laa kan. Then, I decided to quarantine je laa since I pun dah start demam that day. 

me and my bestfriend; coolfever. :p

Then, 26th tu, pukul 4 pagi, I terbangun. My body was sooooooo hot. and I was shivering af. I pun dah tak sedap hati. I buat test laa pukul 4 pagi tu, and it turned out positive. Maka, bermulalah quarantine sampai 4th of March.

the only positivity that makes me dissapointed. hahaha.

from this to this real quick. hahaha.

I was in CAT2B ke CAT3 gitu. Tak ingat. sebab I ada asthma and my symptoms are all moderate. I was suffering from sore throat, fever, flu, cough, kahak, asthma. and even my oxygen level pun drop until 92%. I SWEAR IT WAS SO HARD TO BREATHE AND I SUMPAH RASA CAM NAK MATI. SEBAB TAK CUKUP OXYGEN.

I got call and texts from KKM asking me to go to CAC or nearest hospital if emergency. tapi I tak pergi laa sebab I malas. I guna my own inhaler je. Even up until now pun, even I dah habis quarantined, my oxygen still drop to 90% lagi every single day. Sedih.

Everyday texts by KKM. they even called me. haha.

These are the compilations of my oxygen level every single day even up until now ya. hmm

I swear you will never want to experience this. Bayangkan I terbangun pukul 3 pagi sebab I tercungap-cungap. Then, I check my oxygen, it was only 92%!!! I swear I rasa dah hujung-hujung je time tu.
I even STILL experiencing the symptoms up until now ya rakan-rakan.

Another one kan, on my last day of quarantine, my mom pulak positive. YA. LAST DAY. but alhamdulillah she was only experiencing mild symptoms like sore throat and dizziness je. Her oxygen pun okay. Alhamdulillah. Moral of the story, please quarantine yourself until the end of quarantine periods. cause we never know. Kita tak nampak ya virus tu.

At the same time my grandparents kat segamat pun positive. I nak nangis. My grandmother was in CAT 4. Her oxygen was dropped to 88% and dr also said that her heart has some problems. So, she was admitted to be monitored by doctor. but, Alhamdulillah she is getting a lot lot lot lot better now. Atok abah pulak okay je. Just mild symptoms. and other family members; my uncle, aunty and cousins yang positive pun alhamdulillah okay. Not serious. Just CAT 1 and CAT2A je.


what I did during my quarantine. playing with eyeliner and eating fruits. haha.

AND I GOT THIS ON MY 4TH DAY OF QUARANTINED!! (nangis)

So, to you, who are reading this up until this point, hehe. Please take care of yourself. like, really really really take a good care of yourself and your family. I really wish and pray that none of you or your family members will experience this beast. Cause COVID is HELL. So, please take care of yourself, follow SOP, if you haven't got your vaccine, please go and get yours. If you are healthy (not having any health problem) and haven't got your booster shot, please go and get yours. Sekarang pun dah bnyak tempat boleh walk in. Kita jaga diri kita sama-sama okie. hehe.

Tu je laa kot I nak bebel harini. see u in the next entry! muahh.

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Thursday, 6 January 2022

New Journey - A teacher.

 Assalamualaikum

It has been awhile. banyak betul hutang entry ni. tapi takde masa nak write everything. so, let's start this 2022's entry with this new life transition of mine. haha.

 I was interviewed by SPP on 22/09/2021. the questions were tough. but guess what? I DID IT!!

me after my interview. lepas interview baru mampu makan.
kalau tak, rasa nak muntah. nervous. haha.

the team.

And received the result for the interview on 25th Nov 2021. the result...... 

 

I DID IT! I EXCELL IN MY SPP'S INTERVIEW GENK!!!! 
and that's me when I received the news. haha

on 28th December 2021, I received my posting news. I am being posted to a school in Kulai. and dah lapor diri at 3rd of January haritu. alhamdulillah. 

it is stillll too overwhelming for me to accept all theseee. tak tau nak rasa apa. I will always be the one yang alwaysssss anxious whenever there is a transition in my life. apatah lagi this kind of transition. from a little girl to A TEACHER? like, seriously? still unprepared to enter adulthood. hahaha. but, I am very sure that everything is going to be damn fine even though it will be a really rough road and a roller coaster journey. pray for me! 😟

an awkward potato. haha.

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today is my first day (unofficially) coming to school. tolong kemas kelas and all. I was awkward cause I am a very social anxious person. tak tau macam mana nak survive. but, it will become better after few months of adjusting myself there. Hrap-harap cikgu sikgu semua faham laa. aaaaaaaaa. nervous. haha.



me on my lapor diri dayy. heee.

All in all, I guess I started my 2022 with a very good start. with a new unbothered me. hoping to mend the broken 2021 imah and mould her into a brand new person. just wanna be me and not allowing anyone entering my life anymore. so, yeah. hope you are going to have a great 2022 too!! may everything be eased for all of us in dunya and akhirah and may our lives be filled with happiness, peace and prosperous health. stay safe and take care everyone. see you soon in the next entry yang tak tau lagi bila. hahah. till then, take care. bais!

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